Sunday, March 22, 2009

Making up for loss posts

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

Saturday, March 21, 2009

A lot of mispelled words.

1. I used to have braces.
2. Feet sucks, I keep my feet to myself so you should too.
3. I like sneakers. I always wear and want new sneakers. I don't like slippers or sandals and chinelas whatever the hell you wanna call them because I hate feet and flats are uncomfortable.
4. Preferably enjoy hip hop or mellow/upbeat music in the car and hardcore music with my earphones.
5. I like short nails where you can't see the white part because I think it's clean and pretty.
6. No, I didn't inject collagen on my lips. I hate my lips and I wanna get some lip reduction.
7. I'm a t-shirt and jeans type of chick.
8. I like wearing dull/dark colors especially black because it matches with everything and I don't like wasting my time picking out what to wear.
9. I used to have a dog named Cookie who I miss more than anything in this world but now she lives with a friend since my landlord won't allow her in my place.
10. I bust turbo farts in the car just to piss my guy friends off.
11. I can talk in this really high pitched voice that I use to piss my guy friends off also.
12. Overall, sometimes I think it's funny to piss my guy friends off.
13. I have different types of laughs but when I'm really really laughing it's silent and I gasp for air every 5 seconds.
14. I spend about 90% of my money on food.
15. I eat a lot and constantly but for some reason I don't get any junk in the trunk.
16. I've had two big holes on my ears since 8th grade and everyone thinks it's gross but it's been a part of me for a long time that I don't wanna give it up.
17. I still get awkward and nervous around guys I think are attractive and I usually laugh or bully them when they "flirt" with me.
18. I try to make myself think that I'm tougher than I really am.
19. I can play the guitar, piano, and drums but I'm not amazing at them because I surround myself with a bunch of guys who are simply impossible to be even with so I loose motivation to get better.
20. I'm a lot smarter than I present myself to be. I'm just extremely lazy and careless.
21. I'm an only child and the first grandchild in both my mom and dad's side.
22. I'm a germaphobe especially when it comes to other people's saliva or anything that associates with someone's mouth.
23. When I'm in public I sometimes tend to do outrageous things because I feel as if people can't hear or see me.
24. I'm can be really outspoken.
25. Take it as a good thing if I pick on you. Trust me.
26. It's hard for me to get along and stay friends with some girls.
27. I like getting lost but sometimes I'm stupid and I get people lost and waste their gas because I act as if I know where I'm going.
28. I like going to hardcore shows and dancing even though everyone is a lot bigger than I am.
29. My hair is really thin.
30 I drive pretty well but I parallel park like an idiot because I'm scared to scratch my rims.
31. My clocks are always a couple of mins ahead.
32. Parties are cool but I prefer small kickbacks.
33. I think a lot of girls are pretty.
34. For your information, disney stars get straight up shitfaced at parties. So don't fall for that bullshit pseudo-personality they put out.
35. I want a Macbook so I can make songs on garage band and edit my photos better if I had a better version of photoshop. Oh, and photobooth of course.
36. I listen to different types of music and I can sing to a lot of songs even though I sount terrible.
37. My ideal career would have something to do with art, media, or music but I feel as if there will be too many competition so I'm thinking of settling for the Medical field.
38. I would never want to move out of SoCal.
39. I text a lot.
40. I can't cook or clean for crap.
41. I can beat a lot of guys at those bball shooting games in arcades.
42. I get mad very quick but I forget about it 5 mins later.
43. I can't sleep well unless I have a pillow on my head, a pillow to hug, and a pillow to put on top of my head.
43. I hate it when people call me when I'm sleeping.
45. I wish I were taller.
46. I eat a lot of beef.
47. Hellz bellz and RVCA are my favorite brands but I wish I were a boy sometimes because they have better clothes for boys.
48. I love my family especially my cousins who I can tell anything to.
49. My Mommy has always been my best friend.
50. Gel and I dance almost every time we're together and we don't even give a shit if we suck.
51. Ed and I always have deep talks about our lives and our perception of everyone around us.
52. Kansley and I have known each other since 5th grade and we know each other like the back of our eyelids.
53. When I'm with Babe Ruth we usually talk about the Philippines and how it is over there because he really enjoys it.
54. Christian and I always laugh about how we used to physically fight with each other over the remote for the TV.
55. I tend to sound bored on the phone.
56. I think I'll be single for the rest of my life because I've been told that I'm a really bad girlfriend.
57. Although I wish I would find the right guy for me in the long run because I think I learned my lesson from my past experience.
58. I'm already 18 but I still look 16 and act like a 10 year old.
59. I used to play a lot of video games and be good at it until I discovered the internet.
60. I wear glasses.
61. No, I'm not Chinese, Korean, or anything else but Filipino.
62. I put make up on.
63. I take a lot of pictures with my Nikon D40 but I'm planning on selling it and getting a Canon instead.
64. I wanna get a road bike and someday be good at riding a fixed gear just like all the cool kids.
65. I can ride a skateboard and can do an ollie but I'm best at eating it.
66. I love my family and friends and I don't know what I would do without them.
67. I'm really forgiving and I think people are essentially good.
68. God, I feel so lame for doing all this because it shows how much I can keep ranting about myself. I'm done man.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Dear Blogspot,

The only one I can talk to and will listen to me whenever and not get mad at me, will always run to me whenever I'm around, will make me laugh by her weird actions, and everything else is still not with me and I miss her so much. I want to go see her so badly right now but everything is just so complicated. My life would've been a lot more exciting at home if she was still around to play with. It sucks that I might have to get rid of her because I have no other options. Ahhhh, I miss my best friend Cookie!! I don't care if she smells or acts like a brat I still love her. ] :

Sincerely,
Nadine

Monday, March 2, 2009

Dear Blogspot,

I really don't like it when people say "You guys were practically married."

Sincerely,
Nadine

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Dear Blogspot,

I finally have time to update this but for some reason I really am not down to put things on detail because I hate thinking. haha.

I've been really good lately. This weekend was really fun and today is my rest day as usual. I went to Adversus' show last night at this huge house in Sherman Oaks. It was a lot of fun. I was really into it and singing a lot as usual. Everyone else was just sitting and watching though. I also got to see some of my friends which was fun. I also took me placement exam at CSUN yesterday morning. It was a pain in the ass waiting in line and stuff. I think CSUN's just my back up school for now. There's just too many conflict at that school. But anyway, I've been really busy lately doing absolutely nothing productive and I think I'm building lots and lots of muscles from texting too much. Angelo just IMed me to ask if I wanted anything from Little Tokyo. He's actually progressing as a best friend. I'm proud of him and I'm trying to progress also. Wow, I really don't know what to say on here.
I have this huge ordeal in my head that I would love to share and rant about because it's the reason why I've been happy lately but I'm just really scared to ruin it. I always seem to ruin things for myself especially when I'm happy enough to spread the word. So this time I will keep this down low and whatever happens happens.

Sincerely,
Nadine