Making up for loss posts

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

A lot of mispelled words.

1. I used to have braces.
2. Feet sucks, I keep my feet to myself so you should too.
3. I like sneakers. I always wear and want new sneakers. I don't like slippers or sandals and chinelas whatever the hell you wanna call them because I hate feet and flats are uncomfortable.
4. Preferably enjoy hip hop or mellow/upbeat music in the car and hardcore music with my earphones.
5. I like short nails where you can't see the white part because I think it's clean and pretty.
6. No, I didn't inject collagen on my lips. I hate my lips and I wanna get some lip reduction.
7. I'm a t-shirt and jeans type of chick.
8. I like wearing dull/dark colors especially black because it matches with everything and I don't like wasting my time picking out what to wear.
9. I used to have a dog named Cookie who I miss more than anything in this world but now she lives with a friend since my landlord won't allow her in my place.
10. I bust turbo farts in the car just to piss my guy friends off.
11. I can talk in this really high pitched voice that I use to piss my guy friends off also.
12. Overall, sometimes I think it's funny to piss my guy friends off.
13. I have different types of laughs but when I'm really really laughing it's silent and I gasp for air every 5 seconds.
14. I spend about 90% of my money on food.
15. I eat a lot and constantly but for some reason I don't get any junk in the trunk.
16. I've had two big holes on my ears since 8th grade and everyone thinks it's gross but it's been a part of me for a long time that I don't wanna give it up.
17. I still get awkward and nervous around guys I think are attractive and I usually laugh or bully them when they "flirt" with me.
18. I try to make myself think that I'm tougher than I really am.
19. I can play the guitar, piano, and drums but I'm not amazing at them because I surround myself with a bunch of guys who are simply impossible to be even with so I loose motivation to get better.
20. I'm a lot smarter than I present myself to be. I'm just extremely lazy and careless.
21. I'm an only child and the first grandchild in both my mom and dad's side.
22. I'm a germaphobe especially when it comes to other people's saliva or anything that associates with someone's mouth.
23. When I'm in public I sometimes tend to do outrageous things because I feel as if people can't hear or see me.
24. I'm can be really outspoken.
25. Take it as a good thing if I pick on you. Trust me.
26. It's hard for me to get along and stay friends with some girls.
27. I like getting lost but sometimes I'm stupid and I get people lost and waste their gas because I act as if I know where I'm going.
28. I like going to hardcore shows and dancing even though everyone is a lot bigger than I am.
29. My hair is really thin.
30 I drive pretty well but I parallel park like an idiot because I'm scared to scratch my rims.
31. My clocks are always a couple of mins ahead.
32. Parties are cool but I prefer small kickbacks.
33. I think a lot of girls are pretty.
34. For your information, disney stars get straight up shitfaced at parties. So don't fall for that bullshit pseudo-personality they put out.
35. I want a Macbook so I can make songs on garage band and edit my photos better if I had a better version of photoshop. Oh, and photobooth of course.
36. I listen to different types of music and I can sing to a lot of songs even though I sount terrible.
37. My ideal career would have something to do with art, media, or music but I feel as if there will be too many competition so I'm thinking of settling for the Medical field.
38. I would never want to move out of SoCal.
39. I text a lot.
40. I can't cook or clean for crap.
41. I can beat a lot of guys at those bball shooting games in arcades.
42. I get mad very quick but I forget about it 5 mins later.
43. I can't sleep well unless I have a pillow on my head, a pillow to hug, and a pillow to put on top of my head.
43. I hate it when people call me when I'm sleeping.
45. I wish I were taller.
46. I eat a lot of beef.
47. Hellz bellz and RVCA are my favorite brands but I wish I were a boy sometimes because they have better clothes for boys.
48. I love my family especially my cousins who I can tell anything to.
49. My Mommy has always been my best friend.
50. Gel and I dance almost every time we're together and we don't even give a shit if we suck.
51. Ed and I always have deep talks about our lives and our perception of everyone around us.
52. Kansley and I have known each other since 5th grade and we know each other like the back of our eyelids.
53. When I'm with Babe Ruth we usually talk about the Philippines and how it is over there because he really enjoys it.
54. Christian and I always laugh about how we used to physically fight with each other over the remote for the TV.
55. I tend to sound bored on the phone.
56. I think I'll be single for the rest of my life because I've been told that I'm a really bad girlfriend.
57. Although I wish I would find the right guy for me in the long run because I think I learned my lesson from my past experience.
58. I'm already 18 but I still look 16 and act like a 10 year old.
59. I used to play a lot of video games and be good at it until I discovered the internet.
60. I wear glasses.
61. No, I'm not Chinese, Korean, or anything else but Filipino.
62. I put make up on.
63. I take a lot of pictures with my Nikon D40 but I'm planning on selling it and getting a Canon instead.
64. I wanna get a road bike and someday be good at riding a fixed gear just like all the cool kids.
65. I can ride a skateboard and can do an ollie but I'm best at eating it.
66. I love my family and friends and I don't know what I would do without them.
67. I'm really forgiving and I think people are essentially good.
68. God, I feel so lame for doing all this because it shows how much I can keep ranting about myself. I'm done man.

Dear Blogspot,

The only one I can talk to and will listen to me whenever and not get mad at me, will always run to me whenever I'm around, will make me laugh by her weird actions, and everything else is still not with me and I miss her so much. I want to go see her so badly right now but everything is just so complicated. My life would've been a lot more exciting at home if she was still around to play with. It sucks that I might have to get rid of her because I have no other options. Ahhhh, I miss my best friend Cookie!! I don't care if she smells or acts like a brat I still love her. ] :

Sincerely,
Nadine

Dear Blogspot,

I really don't like it when people say "You guys were practically married."

Sincerely,
Nadine

Dear Blogspot,

I finally have time to update this but for some reason I really am not down to put things on detail because I hate thinking. haha.

I've been really good lately. This weekend was really fun and today is my rest day as usual. I went to Adversus' show last night at this huge house in Sherman Oaks. It was a lot of fun. I was really into it and singing a lot as usual. Everyone else was just sitting and watching though. I also got to see some of my friends which was fun. I also took me placement exam at CSUN yesterday morning. It was a pain in the ass waiting in line and stuff. I think CSUN's just my back up school for now. There's just too many conflict at that school. But anyway, I've been really busy lately doing absolutely nothing productive and I think I'm building lots and lots of muscles from texting too much. Angelo just IMed me to ask if I wanted anything from Little Tokyo. He's actually progressing as a best friend. I'm proud of him and I'm trying to progress also. Wow, I really don't know what to say on here.
I have this huge ordeal in my head that I would love to share and rant about because it's the reason why I've been happy lately but I'm just really scared to ruin it. I always seem to ruin things for myself especially when I'm happy enough to spread the word. So this time I will keep this down low and whatever happens happens.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Avoiding a conflict is very tiring. It may be time to get into it once and for all.

Dear Blogspot,

It's really hard to keep up with this thing. I actually think that I do have a life.... sometimes. And to whoever is reading this, good job. I never thought people cared about me enough to lurk through my blogspot, but I won't mention names... hahaha.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Dear Blogspot,

So I sort of just woke up and I actually woke up happy. Yesterday/Last night was so much fun and I will never forget all the random stuff we did. My friends and I planned a subway trip and decided that our destination would be Santa Monica. We got totally lost and ended up having to take the stupid slow bus that took almost two hours. We did everything we could to keep ourselves busy in the bus so it didn't seem as long as if I took it by myself. Once we got to Santa Monica we had to meet up with our other friend because he was working there and we walked a lot to reach him or maybe I was just complaining because I was extremely hungry. So we met up with him and decided to eat which was a huge bitch because the food was so expensive but we were that hungry that we settled for it. After eating Angelo and I decided to go home because we were running out of time and it was late. So we walk back to which we thought would be our bus stop but we never found it. We got really scared but I tried to keep us calm by singing, dancing, and laughing. After maybe 30 mins. we met up with Ed and Vee once again because they were our only hope. Then they tell us that we'll be stranded there until 2 am. I was a little ehh about it because at that time it was only 8 pm. We walked around and did so many random things to keep ourselves busy which was probably the funnest part of this whole night. We tried the habanero sauce, so hot. Played "never have I ever," "sweet and sour," and bunch of other random games to keep us busy. We did so many things but it's too much to say. On our last hour in Santa Monica we decided to just relax is Vee's car and listen to music. Then we ended up talking about Religion and argued. It was funny. On our way back to Ed's car, I fell dead asleep. So we finally get to Ed's car and we were like "Dude, I'm hungry again." So we decided to stop by Mickey D's and I spotted everyone just because I felt generous for once. I wasn't going to go home last night but I changed my mind. We sort of had serious conversations in the car but then I had to go home already. I got home and I wasn't tired anymore. Yup.

I love my best friends.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Daily Extended for February 21, 2009 (Today)

Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21

Overview

You deserve to stop and look at where you are in life with pride. Sure, the journey here hasn't always been easy, but it's been interesting -- so now it's time to relax and enjoy a stroll down memory lane. You can gain a great deal of insight by looking backwards and reflecting on both the good decisions and the bad decisions you've made. Your brain is open to new ideas based on old experiences. So think about a big mistake. Be grateful that you'll never make it again.

What a great advice for my problem.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGELO!

Dear Blogspot,

I'm starting to miss how things used to be again. Here I am confused and lost once again. I need some closure.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Rain again.

Dear Blogspot,

I know what the things I do and I know that I still have my morals and my dignity, I always will. I've always put a limit to the things I do and I always follow through it. So stop judging me and making me think that I'm throwing my life away because I know that I'm not. You obviously don't understand me and never did. Trust me, I analyze my life, the people I surround myself with, and my actions more than anyone. I'm aware of myself and I always try my best to always learn from my mistakes. As much as I'd want to justify myself to you, you will never be understanding or caring enough to hear me out. I want to say that it makes me sad that were in this situation, but at the same time I slowly realized that I'm just wasting my time. I'm not going to let your negative vibe and judgments ruin me.

Anyway, Today will be a lot of fun hanging out with my bestest brothers, Jello and Edwart.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Family.

Dear Blogspot,

I just wanted to say that I love my family more than anything in the world. They just don't know it yet and I just don't know how to show it. I'm really thankful I have them especially my Mommy. I would never trade them for anything else in this world. Although they might not think so, they always come first. I'm sorry.

Sincerely,
Nadine

The Best Valentine's Day.

Dear Blogspot,

Yesterday was probably my best Valentine's Day ever. I woke up feeling extremely sad and lonely and I went straight to my computer and talked to my friend Top for a while. I thought I would end up doing absolutely nothing until Julian tells me that he's picking me up. So I got ready around 3 pm and he picked me up from my house and he gave me roses, hahaha faggot move. We had to rush back to his house because we had to take his dad to the LAX. His dad was really mad that Julian ruined his plans. I felt a little awkward in the car but at the same time I was laughing. After LAX, Julian decided to take me to Kabuki. There was a 30-40 mins. wait so we decided to go shopping. I bought a new hat and shirt. After that, We finally got seated. We were so hungry and anxious to get our food. We ordered the Love Boat. I didn't expect it to be so big but once we got it, it filled up almost the whole table. I ate so much and I got a food coma. After Kabuki, Julian dropped me off at Kiara and Valerie's house because I decided to go to Love Fest with them. So I got ready and they let me borrow their dress. I met Kiara's friend named Aly and she was really pretty. So we all looked good, I guess. Kiara's mom let us take her Jetta and Aly drove. The party was at David Henrie's house in Studio City. The neighborhood was a little scary because it was up the mountains. So we got in the house and David's mom was just like "Have fun guys!" and we headed downstairs to the backyard. I felt a little intimidated by everyone because they were all actors and actresses. We sat by this bonfire where we met this guy named David Lehre. He was really good looking and funny. He's a director and an actor. So we mingled in our little circle and more and more people joined us. We talked about our life stories and what not. Then we went inside for a little to watch people play beer pong and David was extremely wasted. He decided to go in his hot tub and go crazy. Everyone was pretty much just wasted and having the time of their lives but I did pretty well on controlling myself. We left the party around 2 am because Aly had to go home and I drove us back to Kiara and Valerie's house. I slept over their house. When I woke up I called my mom to pick me up because my family's having lunch at a buffet from my granpa's birthday. Once I got home I opened the mailbox and recieved a letter and a present from Angelo. My mom and I were laughing so hard once we saw the present. Thank you for making me that sculpture Angelo.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Dear Blogspot,

I don't like waking up in the morning because it officially has become the worse time of the day for me. Today is Valentine's day and I planned to go to this party called Love Fest in Studio City with a bunch of my friends but we really don't know who can drive us yet so I'm not sure if it's going to happen. I kind of just want to go to Melrose or Little Tokyo today to shop and take pictures.
I've been busy these past couple of days that's why I haven't really updated. This week was probably one of the best weeks I have even though I wake up feeling like poop.

Let me update you on what I've been doing since I last updated.

THURSDAY: I went to school and did absolutely nothing. Then I decided to go to Christopher's house to watch Adversus' band practice. Yes, they finally thought of a new name. It took a while for the whole band, except Art, to get there so while passing time I took a short nap which pissed Christopher off but it was because I only got about 20 mins. of sleep the night before. Hmmm, I also played basketball with Christopher and I lost. Then I was riding around with Christopher's and Patrick's bike. I really wish I knew how to use a fixed gear bike a lot better because I don't even know how to use the breaks. I suck. Then finally they started practicing and I was watching and applausing. I'm really excited for their show and I'm planning on taking a bunch of my friends so we can keep the crowd going. They're the opening band so people might be just standing around but I'll try my best to prevent that from happening. Support Adversus!
FRIDAY: Well yesterday, I went to school and it was a lot of fun. I really love going to school and talking to all my friends. They make my day better all the time. After school I hungout with Edward and Vee then we went to Sherman Oaks to this guy's house because Robert was getting a tattoo over there and we wanted to be there for him. It was such a weird experience being in that room. There were so many things happening and I felt so lightheaded because of all the smoke roaming around the room. I met this really pretty girl named Bee and she says she can read minds so I gave it a shot and for some odd reason, she understood exactly how I am and the situation I was in. I was a little shocked. We waited for about 4 hours in that room but we took a short break and went to Burger King. It was the funniest experience ever. Vee and I kept making fun of Ed being dumb. So Robert's tattoo came out pretty nice but he was crying about it because it hurt or something. After that tattoo ordeal, I had to go home and so did Vee but Edward and Robert decided to go to this kickback. I really wanted to go but I didn't wanna abuse it since I might go to a party tonight. Before they took me home, they picked up Matt Church and his friend Andrew so I got to say hi to them. That was pretty much my day.

Hopefully I end up doing something today. I'm not feeling so great right now because it's early in the morning... well not really but I woke up not so long ago.

Sincerely,
Nadine

It's late.

Dear Blogspot,

I just came back to say that this boy definitely just made my night. I don't want to mention his name because I want to keep it down low for now, although my closest friends know who I'm talking about, I think. I just don't want to have my hopes up. Hopefully our hangout plan will work out. I can't wait.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Photography-filled Day.

Dear Blogspot,

I'm honestly too exhausted and busy to even type or think about my day. I took a lot of pictures and pictures were taken of me. It was fun. I don't like doing Government homework ever but I love my friends who keep me distracted even more. hahahaha.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Motherfck you.

If you're trying to keep a few secrets right now, you'd better not speak to anyone.

You need to get more information before moving forward -- but fortunately, that comes pretty easily to you now. It's one of those days when you really need to make sure that you're wired in.

Dear Blogspot,

I'm currently very irritated by someone and I really want to just go to a show with Anonymous because that way I'll have a great reason to beat the shit out of Anonymous. I'm puny and anyone can probably break me but if it comes to Anonymous, I'll definitely put extra strength to it. So let's go, bitch!

Sincerely,
Nadine

Bad Ending.

Dear Blogspot,

My day fun and very tiring. Happy Birthday again, Edward.

I just want to say that I really don't like this feeling. I just want Single Awareness Day would just pass already. I fucking hate that day. I cussed, whatever.
Sometimes I wish I could just meet an amazing guy who'll help me forget about all this bs feeling that I keep having but at the same time I feel as if I wouldn't be as strong as I would if I picked myself back up all by myself. Oh well, I just need to keep telling myself that someday I will find someone better for me and would make me the happiest girl alive because I sure know how to be in a relationship now and I would be more than willing to do the same for him. I want someone who can accept me for who I am, accept the mistakes I make, and gives me a chance to fix it. Someone who show me that love actually does last because I sure doubt it ever does last as of now. I just can't wait to finally meet the right one. I just hate being the one on the side, the last resort, and the invisible person that is desperate for your attention. Whatever, this is just a phase that I'll get over. Someday I'll enjoy being single, finally.

I wish I had Angelo to talk to and laugh with right now. I really need it.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Stupid Weather.

Dear Blogspot,

So I'm at home on a Monday. Yes, no school for JBHS students for some odd reason.
Waking up from a really good dream and realizing that in reality it's too good to be true is a real bummer. It's a lame way to start the day but whatever, I'll suck it up and move on with my day and hopefully it gets better.
I was too tired to write about my day yesterday but it was pretty fun. I woke up folded some clothes then I got ready to go out. I came out of my room wearing a dress (with shorts under), a cardigan, a scarf, and sneakers then my mom goes "Cyyyyyyyd! Go back to your room and change your clothes! It's Sunday and you don't look presentable." Wtf right? I wear whatever I want, B! But whatevs, I ended up changing to a shirt, jeans, cardigan, and sneakers. The usual. I picked up Angelo from his house, we decided to go to the Panorama mall to buy stuff for my dog Cookie and eat at Mickey D's. We both came up to a realization that we'll never ever go back to that place. Hearing all the little babies crying, people yelling and bumping to us, slow walkers, ahhhh! Chaos and never again. In the end we just wanted to puke. But anyway, after that we went to my friend Art's house for Avalon's band practice. They weren't even there when we got there so we just stayed in my car and waited for them. Angelo and I decided to listen to ranchero music and dance along to it. It was really funny and I love ranchero music. So Art and Chris came then Earl and Patrick and we watched the Laker game for a little and they won but I think they should let my boyfriend Sasha play more. Oh well, Fisher can be my Sasha replcement since he looks like Common, in my eyes. So Avalon's band practice was fun to watch as usual. I always get so mesmerized when I see bands play and hearing it all loud. I think it's interesting how all those intruments go along and make up sick songs and stuff. I don't know man, I get amused too easily. Their new song, I would tell you what it is only if I knew how to spell it, was really good. I think it's Angelo's favorite song because he wants to bump it in his car but I still think Crash Dummies is my favorite song. I think Avalon is a really good band and I hope they get huge but I'm a little scared that my friend Chris will get so much groupies. I'm not going to say why but it's just our past. So after they played they decided to take a break and go outdoors. Angelo and I jammed a little and played stupid random songs. I just wanted to play the drums because it's my favorite instrument. The we finally went outside and practiced our dance moves and then I played a little one on one with Chris. I lost and everyone saw it. I suck at basketball and I double dribble almost every second of the game. Okay, then we went on Art's roof and I took photographs of them. They came out pretty decent. Not as great as I wanted it though. Maybe next time I'll take better ones, pro looking ones with better quality. After the rooftop my mother calls me and tells me to go home before it's dark so Angelo and I left around 5:30. I took Angelo to Americana to meet up with his parents. Once I got home I watched the Grammy's and it was so interesting. I love the performances especially Adele. I love her and she's beautiful. The rest of the night I just spend it talking to my friends. RIP Moonflower, Top's frog.

Okay, well I'm off to getting ready because today is my best friend Edward's 18th birthday and he's picking me up soon. We're going to do a whole lot of random stuff in the rain. I'm not sure who else will be there but I'm pretty damn sure that I'll be the only girl once again. We were supposed to go to Venice but the rain ruined it. I hope plan b works out.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Rain rain go away.

Dear Blogspot,

Today I woke up with so many things on my mind. I tend to wake up early now because it's starting to become a habit since I wake up early for school everyday. I hate it. Sometimes I wish I could sleep until 12pm on weekends so I would have less time to spend doing absolutely nothing. My weekend days usually start late in the afternoon or at night which is the total opposite of how it was a couple of months ago. I used to go out and do things extremely early with my best friend. I used to come over his house but usually he would go to mine and we would go to random places or just stay at my house and do absolutely nothing but by 5 or 6 pm he would have to go home because his parents prefer him to be home before it's dark. I sort of miss those days. My mom was never on my case during those times because I would always be home. Now I'm back to how I was before I met my best friend. I go out late with my friends and my mom would constantly call me to see where I'm at and I would ignore her calls or make up an excuse like I'm still eating or something. It's sad because I love my mom so much. She's been my best friend and her and I have always been a team especially since my dad was never around. I wouldn't know what to do without her and I'm already eighteen. That's sad also. Although I say I love her and all that stuff, I still end up hurting her or getting her angry. I don't mean it. I'm not going to make excuses but as much as I say love her and care for her, she's also the person that makes me mad the most. And because of that, I'm always avoiding her because lately I've been feeling as if I have so many things to fix in my life and having her there nagging at me just makes it worse. Sorry Mommy. I still always make sure I hangout with her when she's not working though.

So I read Angelo's blogspot this morning and it made me feel a little guilty. I realized how much he really does care and I'm always just being a bitch to him. I always call him "Stupid" because he tends to constantly be absent-minded. I really do still care about him but he's not fixing himself what so ever or maybe I'm assuming he's not. But uhhh, missing school for 12 days in a row is definitely a mistake though. Yes, I'm really controlling with the people around me but it's because I care so much. If I didn't I would probably just let Angelo go off and do his own thing and I do my own thing but it's hard because I like seeing my best friends happy. Eh, I guess I'm assuming everything. Maybe they are happy and I'm just being stupid and controlling. It just makes me mad to hear Angelo say that I'm probably happier without him, I don't care, and I made better friends after he left. I always try my best to still keep my friendship going with him because I've never had a truly great best friend like him and Edward. It makes me sad to think that maybe someday I'll loose them completely. Yeah, Edward and I have other friends but I never wanted to replace Angelo or Edward as my two best friends. Sometimes I wonder how Angelo would treat me if he had other friends. Maybe I wouldn't even mean much or maybe he only considers me his best friend because he has no one else. I hope not. It makes me sad enough to see that Edward picks his ex-girlfriend over me. I mean I know it's hard because she was also his best friend but sometimes it sucks to know that he's letting a girl get in our friendship and letting her brainwash him into thinking that I'm not a real best friend aka I just use him. That's probably the reason why Edward and I haven't been as close recently. Oh well, I can't blame other people. Maybe I changed and people are just starting to get tired of my attitude. I'm thankful to have Angelo and Edward as my best friends but I hope we keep it strong because I can't afford to loose friends like them. Even if we all grow up and change I still hope that we'll always have each other to run to just like before.

So as I'm writing this I'm starting to realize how bad of a person I am. I constantly say sorry to everyone around me because I know I always hurt them. I really don't know what's going on with me and why I do the things I do. I hate being controlling. I hate being stubborn. I hate being so blunt. I hate all of that so much but I can honestly say that I really do have good intentions. I guess acting like that is how I show how much I care for the people around me? But I really should try to change how I show it and be more sweet and sincere. I'm willing to change but sometimes I feel that if I do I'm not myself anymore. As much as I would love to be, Nadine is not a sweet little nice angel. I'm really the total opposite.

Oh, this rainy day is just making me yak and yak about everything. I should just stop because over analyzing life just makes it depressing.

PS: It's really ironic how this blog is titled "Rain rain go away" because when I started this blog it was rainy but after I finished writing it became sunny....Creepy.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Best for Last

I find it hard to let go and give up on you. It seems I love the things you do. Like the meaner you treat me the more eager I am to persist with this heartbreak and running around. And I think that I know things may never change. I'm still hoping one day I might hear you say, I make you feel a way you've never felt before. And I'm all you need and that you never want more. And we'll say all of the right things without a clue. And you'll be the one for me and me the one for you.

Magikarp est un belle poisson.

Dear Blogspot,

My name is Nadine. This is my blogspot. I want to eat dinner because my beautiful mother bought rotisserie chicken from Ralph's earlier. I told her to wait for me before going to Target so she did. I felt a little bad because I made her wait long because we had to drop off my cousin back to his house. When I got home she was angry because she was extremely hungry but I made her wait longer than I said. I was really excited thinking that we would go to Target because Target is my favorite place to go to. I planned to get a lot of things but we ended up going to Ralph's instead. Ralph's sucked. We just bought chicken and toilet paper then went home. So that's my story.

Sincerely yours,
Nadine