Dear Blogspot,

So I sort of just woke up and I actually woke up happy. Yesterday/Last night was so much fun and I will never forget all the random stuff we did. My friends and I planned a subway trip and decided that our destination would be Santa Monica. We got totally lost and ended up having to take the stupid slow bus that took almost two hours. We did everything we could to keep ourselves busy in the bus so it didn't seem as long as if I took it by myself. Once we got to Santa Monica we had to meet up with our other friend because he was working there and we walked a lot to reach him or maybe I was just complaining because I was extremely hungry. So we met up with him and decided to eat which was a huge bitch because the food was so expensive but we were that hungry that we settled for it. After eating Angelo and I decided to go home because we were running out of time and it was late. So we walk back to which we thought would be our bus stop but we never found it. We got really scared but I tried to keep us calm by singing, dancing, and laughing. After maybe 30 mins. we met up with Ed and Vee once again because they were our only hope. Then they tell us that we'll be stranded there until 2 am. I was a little ehh about it because at that time it was only 8 pm. We walked around and did so many random things to keep ourselves busy which was probably the funnest part of this whole night. We tried the habanero sauce, so hot. Played "never have I ever," "sweet and sour," and bunch of other random games to keep us busy. We did so many things but it's too much to say. On our last hour in Santa Monica we decided to just relax is Vee's car and listen to music. Then we ended up talking about Religion and argued. It was funny. On our way back to Ed's car, I fell dead asleep. So we finally get to Ed's car and we were like "Dude, I'm hungry again." So we decided to stop by Mickey D's and I spotted everyone just because I felt generous for once. I wasn't going to go home last night but I changed my mind. We sort of had serious conversations in the car but then I had to go home already. I got home and I wasn't tired anymore. Yup.

I love my best friends.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Daily Extended for February 21, 2009 (Today)

Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21

Overview

You deserve to stop and look at where you are in life with pride. Sure, the journey here hasn't always been easy, but it's been interesting -- so now it's time to relax and enjoy a stroll down memory lane. You can gain a great deal of insight by looking backwards and reflecting on both the good decisions and the bad decisions you've made. Your brain is open to new ideas based on old experiences. So think about a big mistake. Be grateful that you'll never make it again.

What a great advice for my problem.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGELO!

Dear Blogspot,

I'm starting to miss how things used to be again. Here I am confused and lost once again. I need some closure.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Rain again.

Dear Blogspot,

I know what the things I do and I know that I still have my morals and my dignity, I always will. I've always put a limit to the things I do and I always follow through it. So stop judging me and making me think that I'm throwing my life away because I know that I'm not. You obviously don't understand me and never did. Trust me, I analyze my life, the people I surround myself with, and my actions more than anyone. I'm aware of myself and I always try my best to always learn from my mistakes. As much as I'd want to justify myself to you, you will never be understanding or caring enough to hear me out. I want to say that it makes me sad that were in this situation, but at the same time I slowly realized that I'm just wasting my time. I'm not going to let your negative vibe and judgments ruin me.

Anyway, Today will be a lot of fun hanging out with my bestest brothers, Jello and Edwart.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Family.

Dear Blogspot,

I just wanted to say that I love my family more than anything in the world. They just don't know it yet and I just don't know how to show it. I'm really thankful I have them especially my Mommy. I would never trade them for anything else in this world. Although they might not think so, they always come first. I'm sorry.

Sincerely,
Nadine

The Best Valentine's Day.

Dear Blogspot,

Yesterday was probably my best Valentine's Day ever. I woke up feeling extremely sad and lonely and I went straight to my computer and talked to my friend Top for a while. I thought I would end up doing absolutely nothing until Julian tells me that he's picking me up. So I got ready around 3 pm and he picked me up from my house and he gave me roses, hahaha faggot move. We had to rush back to his house because we had to take his dad to the LAX. His dad was really mad that Julian ruined his plans. I felt a little awkward in the car but at the same time I was laughing. After LAX, Julian decided to take me to Kabuki. There was a 30-40 mins. wait so we decided to go shopping. I bought a new hat and shirt. After that, We finally got seated. We were so hungry and anxious to get our food. We ordered the Love Boat. I didn't expect it to be so big but once we got it, it filled up almost the whole table. I ate so much and I got a food coma. After Kabuki, Julian dropped me off at Kiara and Valerie's house because I decided to go to Love Fest with them. So I got ready and they let me borrow their dress. I met Kiara's friend named Aly and she was really pretty. So we all looked good, I guess. Kiara's mom let us take her Jetta and Aly drove. The party was at David Henrie's house in Studio City. The neighborhood was a little scary because it was up the mountains. So we got in the house and David's mom was just like "Have fun guys!" and we headed downstairs to the backyard. I felt a little intimidated by everyone because they were all actors and actresses. We sat by this bonfire where we met this guy named David Lehre. He was really good looking and funny. He's a director and an actor. So we mingled in our little circle and more and more people joined us. We talked about our life stories and what not. Then we went inside for a little to watch people play beer pong and David was extremely wasted. He decided to go in his hot tub and go crazy. Everyone was pretty much just wasted and having the time of their lives but I did pretty well on controlling myself. We left the party around 2 am because Aly had to go home and I drove us back to Kiara and Valerie's house. I slept over their house. When I woke up I called my mom to pick me up because my family's having lunch at a buffet from my granpa's birthday. Once I got home I opened the mailbox and recieved a letter and a present from Angelo. My mom and I were laughing so hard once we saw the present. Thank you for making me that sculpture Angelo.

Sincerely,
Nadine

Dear Blogspot,

I don't like waking up in the morning because it officially has become the worse time of the day for me. Today is Valentine's day and I planned to go to this party called Love Fest in Studio City with a bunch of my friends but we really don't know who can drive us yet so I'm not sure if it's going to happen. I kind of just want to go to Melrose or Little Tokyo today to shop and take pictures.
I've been busy these past couple of days that's why I haven't really updated. This week was probably one of the best weeks I have even though I wake up feeling like poop.

Let me update you on what I've been doing since I last updated.

THURSDAY: I went to school and did absolutely nothing. Then I decided to go to Christopher's house to watch Adversus' band practice. Yes, they finally thought of a new name. It took a while for the whole band, except Art, to get there so while passing time I took a short nap which pissed Christopher off but it was because I only got about 20 mins. of sleep the night before. Hmmm, I also played basketball with Christopher and I lost. Then I was riding around with Christopher's and Patrick's bike. I really wish I knew how to use a fixed gear bike a lot better because I don't even know how to use the breaks. I suck. Then finally they started practicing and I was watching and applausing. I'm really excited for their show and I'm planning on taking a bunch of my friends so we can keep the crowd going. They're the opening band so people might be just standing around but I'll try my best to prevent that from happening. Support Adversus!
FRIDAY: Well yesterday, I went to school and it was a lot of fun. I really love going to school and talking to all my friends. They make my day better all the time. After school I hungout with Edward and Vee then we went to Sherman Oaks to this guy's house because Robert was getting a tattoo over there and we wanted to be there for him. It was such a weird experience being in that room. There were so many things happening and I felt so lightheaded because of all the smoke roaming around the room. I met this really pretty girl named Bee and she says she can read minds so I gave it a shot and for some odd reason, she understood exactly how I am and the situation I was in. I was a little shocked. We waited for about 4 hours in that room but we took a short break and went to Burger King. It was the funniest experience ever. Vee and I kept making fun of Ed being dumb. So Robert's tattoo came out pretty nice but he was crying about it because it hurt or something. After that tattoo ordeal, I had to go home and so did Vee but Edward and Robert decided to go to this kickback. I really wanted to go but I didn't wanna abuse it since I might go to a party tonight. Before they took me home, they picked up Matt Church and his friend Andrew so I got to say hi to them. That was pretty much my day.

Hopefully I end up doing something today. I'm not feeling so great right now because it's early in the morning... well not really but I woke up not so long ago.

Sincerely,
Nadine