Bad Ending.

Dear Blogspot,

My day fun and very tiring. Happy Birthday again, Edward.

I just want to say that I really don't like this feeling. I just want Single Awareness Day would just pass already. I fucking hate that day. I cussed, whatever.
Sometimes I wish I could just meet an amazing guy who'll help me forget about all this bs feeling that I keep having but at the same time I feel as if I wouldn't be as strong as I would if I picked myself back up all by myself. Oh well, I just need to keep telling myself that someday I will find someone better for me and would make me the happiest girl alive because I sure know how to be in a relationship now and I would be more than willing to do the same for him. I want someone who can accept me for who I am, accept the mistakes I make, and gives me a chance to fix it. Someone who show me that love actually does last because I sure doubt it ever does last as of now. I just can't wait to finally meet the right one. I just hate being the one on the side, the last resort, and the invisible person that is desperate for your attention. Whatever, this is just a phase that I'll get over. Someday I'll enjoy being single, finally.

I wish I had Angelo to talk to and laugh with right now. I really need it.

Sincerely,
Nadine